Coz some things should be remembered!

I am now writing this blog about how my lovebear Isaiah always makes me smile, blush or simply fall in love with him all over again. With his sweetest little actions to his thoughtful efforts, I just don't want to forget each and every one of them. Whether if it's my aging weak memory or bursts of anger, good things done through love should not be forgotten. It's like tiny luminous bread crumbs that'll show the way if I get lost with insecurity, anger, or whatever - it will be my way back into love. When my world gets dark or cloudy, which is like every now and then (I should get checked if I have mild clinical depression haha!) I'll be reminded that God sent an angel - Isaiah - is a blessing, my Jesus with skin on, a testimony from Him that I am loved and remembered and that there is truly a God for only He can create such a wonderful, beautiful, sweetest man alive that loves me.

I lost my cp with all my little notes about him. I don't want to forget my collection ever again, thus this blog.

Today is our 1st year and 2 months. I have never been this sooo in love and scared at the same time. I just lay my sanity to God if ever this happiness of mine shall come to an end if ever he wills it.

My lovebear's sweetest acts of love which I remember:

Mid 2013- 
One stormy night, we had a misunderstanding and had a fight. From my knees down I was drenched with rain water. So when we patched things up, he surprised me by following me to the bathroom as I was about to wash my feet. He knelt down took my foot in his hands and gently washed it with soap and water, with a massage too! My heart sank as I felt really spoiled and cared for :)

August 2013
I was really feeling down, I felt I did not accomplish what I wanted to do for the year, and hated my job and other workmates. He surprised me the next day by knocking at my bedroom door asking me to eat lunch out. But then when I came down, it was my favorite lemon chicken from Northpark. Really made me smile!

September 7 2013
Was our 1st special anniversary. He took me to The Fort and surpised me with a reservation at K-Pub Korean Restaurant - which I was craving for a month already. He paid for everything, arranged the reservations. It was a happy day!